A lot has changed the past 3 weeks, since my plans changed. ALOT. That’s why the blog gets sporadically updated ever since I began focusing entirely on doing rather than learning. It’s a new era. To follow the insanity as closely possible check out my Instagram or Facebook page.
The plan was to focus on the small pond in Sweden for at least year, but the robots here + my own evolution wants me elsewhere, since I’ve experienced this numerous times in so many other projects. I won’t force what I don’t feel so I’ll move into the huge ocean so that I eventually can create my own pond within it.
I don’t mind the time it takes, I’m actually betting on it taking a very long time. And that’s fine. Wars are long and I’m patient as fuck. And I’ve seen alot of psychological wars, won a ton of them and lost a few. As long as I don’t die or get locked up I’ll win this 1 too. Life is so simple. It’s about life and death. In all things.
I don’t live life to conquer death. I live life to conquer life because I accept death. The paradoxes in life are the fuel. The struggle is the joy. Not for the sake of itself anymore. For the sake of feeling alive. Applying myself to complete impossible feats. Over and over.
I’ve already done the impossible cause the odds were stacked against me from the jump. But as I went on I learned that I could do whatever I wanted. And so, this is the final war. Other wars will happen alongside, but this journey is the final one. As myself. No personas (until my acting craves it). I’m Kuda Mtema.
#kudamtema #legacy #phase4